Yup, I was wrong.

Ok so the truth was we were both just using each other for a Valentines day date. So that's not going to go anywhere. Yet another emotional rollercoaster from hell. I suppose I'll just go back to my old course of action. Not the girl fromthe team. She has too many issues and is too busy with horses to have any other life. No, I do believe I'll try for the girl from chem lab. She's almost a perfect match for me really....from a purely analitical point of view. She's a true moderate, a rare find in the bible belt, and a gamer as well as an anime fan. In addition it would seem that she also likes to go camping and is appearently my intellectual equal. Now I'll admit that she's not the picture of beauty as commonly defined, but she's not ugly either, just normal. And her manner of dress is quite interesting in that it ranges from school colors to generic to mildly gothic. My only worry is that it looks like too good of a match....and things that make this much sense rarely actually happen. I must tread carefully on this issue. Among my primary concerns to begin with is simply to determine why it is that no female, including her, ever IMs or calls me just to say hi. It would almost make one believe that I'm universally unattractive, a fact which I find hardly likely. And time is not being kind to me either. I have this weekend available to develop what I may and then next weekend I'm off at a horse show and the weekend after that I'll either be at the ACC Basketball Tournament or having to worry about the team's semi-formal and then after that is spring break! For now I can only run with plan A, invite her and her crew to go bowling tomorrow..or the baseball game....or both...whatever they want. I just need some light hearted friendly interaction.